getting through life

this is the anwser to a question someone posted about feeling basicly usless, wourthless, sad, and all around like she needs to change to be a better person.

first everyone feels like that especally in school : P

you'll get over it. but life doesn't start until you get out of school.

in school i wasn't one of the popular kids, i was a lil chubby, i had only 2 real friends. when i got up into 11th and 12th grade i did loose some weight (i got my braces off in 8th or 9th) i didn't get my first bf until i was 17yrs.

but i never thought i was lacking or wanting. i would spend my evenings on the computer with my internet friends and playing video games.

i was never atheletic. i never considered myself fat, i always thought i was cute but never gorgeous.

my top weight was 183lbs and 5'5"

but life really got together in those last years of highschool when i started being me. i would dress how i wanted and add a bit of individual. i always wore my black brahma work boots (they sell in the back of walmart)

i did remind some people of daria lol i even had the super popular lil sis who didn't want anyone to know we were related : P

i got more confident in being me and having fun and just letting people know i was friendly. good things happen to good people.

and after school i went through a few rough relationships but now i'm independent and self secure and i know i'm super : P

but things take time just don't break down just because things aren't just what you want NOW cause your still in the WORKING stage