this is the anwser to a question someone posted about feeling basicly usless, wourthless, sad, and all around like she needs to change to be a better person.

first everyone feels like that especally in school : P

you'll get over it. but life doesn't start until you get out of school.

in school i wasn't one of the popular kids, i was a lil chubby, i had only 2 real friends. when i got up into 11th and 12th grade i did loose some weight (i got my braces off in 8th or 9th) i didn't get my first bf until i was 17yrs.

but i never thought i was lacking or wanting. i would spend my evenings on the computer with my internet friends and playing video games.

i was never atheletic. i never considered myself fat, i always thought i was cute but never gorgeous.

my top weight was 183lbs and 5'5"

but life really got together in those last years of highschool when i started being me. i would dress how i wanted and add a bit of individual. i always wore my black brahma work boots (they sell in the back of walmart)

i did remind some people of daria lol i even had the super popular lil sis who didn't want anyone to know we were related : P

i got more confident in being me and having fun and just letting people know i was friendly. good things happen to good people.

and after school i went through a few rough relationships but now i'm independent and self secure and i know i'm super : P

but things take time just don't break down just because things aren't just what you want NOW cause your still in the WORKING stage

well duh i'm Barbi

i'll be turning 26 in aug

i'm originally from red boiling springs, TN (a lil red neck town but i moved there from florida. so i'm a down to earth girl who knows what it's like to live in the middle of no where)

i have a daughter who is GORGEOUS, Isabella Michelle is her name, i gave her my middle name (i'm barbara michelle) she's my mom's first and only grandchild and my grandma's first and only great grand child (woot)

i was married for about 2 years and i'm recently divorced. he didn't know how to respect a woman he treated me like a kid

i now have an AWESOME boyfriend, PattyCrack, whom i love and he's awesome as well with my lil girl.

we live in birmingham, alabama. we have a 2bedroom 2bath apartment (so izzy get's her own room)

patrick was my boss at my job but he got fired because he was dating me and they found out at our work o.0

i'm a doggy grooming salon mgr and i do anywhere from 15-25 dogs a day (yes i wash, dry, and groom all by myself : P)

oh yea... AND I MAKE MAD MONIES!!!!! lol

i love life and think it's great once you put propper effort into it (you can make your life great : P)

just thought i'd offer

i have a friend that i LOVEEEEE

and she's offered to give you guys a discount on her tarot reading if you'd like to try it

she'd need you to #1 send her a paper that has your basic question (it needs to be more than a yes or no like what's with my life? or will i ever find my perfect guy?) #2 include your myspace, facebook, becomegorgeous web url so she can see your pic and focus on you #3 make sure your return address is included you don't have to put your real name on it but a nickname or just your first will do

she normally does them for $15 but she said she'd give the girls on here one for $5

^_^

if you're intrested send me a msg and i'll give you her address