this is the anwser to a question someone posted about feeling basicly usless, wourthless, sad, and all around like she needs to change to be a better person.

first everyone feels like that especally in school : P

you'll get over it. but life doesn't start until you get out of school.

in school i wasn't one of the popular kids, i was a lil chubby, i had only 2 real friends. when i got up into 11th and 12th grade i did loose some weight (i got my braces off in 8th or 9th) i didn't get my first bf until i was 17yrs.

but i never thought i was lacking or wanting. i would spend my evenings on the computer with my internet friends and playing video games.

i was never atheletic. i never considered myself fat, i always thought i was cute but never gorgeous.

my top weight was 183lbs and 5'5"

but life really got together in those last years of highschool when i started being me. i would dress how i wanted and add a bit of individual. i always wore my black brahma work boots (they sell in the back of walmart)

i did remind some people of daria lol i even had the super popular lil sis who didn't want anyone to know we were related : P

i got more confident in being me and having fun and just letting people know i was friendly. good things happen to good people.

and after school i went through a few rough relationships but now i'm independent and self secure and i know i'm super : P

but things take time just don't break down just because things aren't just what you want NOW cause your still in the WORKING stage

check out 'doll eyes' and 'flirty makeup' in my lists under 'makeup'

all of these items can be found in my lists under 'things i use"

i like the natural looks like a sheer lipgloss by covergirl that gives a color tint and lots of shine
just some cream foundation by covegirl in a semi translucent color

i only line my top lid and extend the corner (there is a pic in my lists in 'stuff i own' that shows what my liner usually looks like *the black part in the pic*)

also i love mixing colored liners with sheer shadows

ulta automatic liners are AWESOME and i like their shadows too, covergirl shadows are great too they have a good bit of color (some sheer) but lots of sparkle

and i like using teal liner with tan shadow to make my blue eyes pop

and green liner with purple shadow to bring out the green in my eyes

and black liner with silver shadow like they do in DOLL EYES