Dear Audience,

I've been thinkin' 'bout my future a lot lately. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do. I know there's someone I want to be with, but at the same time, I know I can't settle myself down with one person without givin' my own life a chance.

It's Cj. He wants to go to school in Paris, France. At Le Cordon Bleu, to be an executive or sous chef. 'Nd since I have no idea what I want to do, I figure I may as well stick with someone I love 'nd trust.

Thing is, I'm not so sure anymore. What do I want to do ? That question brought me to think of all my different options that I'd prefer.

Fashion designer ? Too hard to get into and costs too much to get started. Unsteady hands. Unsteady hands would be bad for cosmetology, as well. Interior or exterior designing ? Nah, I'd get bored of that after a while. Writing ? Well, there's many possibilities in that...

But what in writing ? Books ? No, can't stay on track. Short stories ? No, I'd get bored of that. Biography ? Boring. Autobio ? Too much to write already, 'nd I'm only 15. Someday I will, when I'm finally good, but not yet.

Editing ? I like to read.. I can't stand some of the simple grammar mistakes I see.. I could learn the complete english language easily.. Okay. There's something. Do they make good cash ? Some, yes. I'd have to go to journalism school for 2-4 years. Fine by me.

Magazine editor ? I'm thinking yes..

Love,

 P1313 (Princess 13aby 13itch [Juli])