So today my friend who i haven`t seen in a while (who happens to be a guy) said he wanted to hang out, i said i`ll have to ask but it sounds cool, i texted my mom asking permission and she never answered, his grandma just dropped him off st my aunts house. I couldnt just tell him to get back in the car and go home so i went to the park with him and my aunts dog. After about 10 minutes my mom replied saying she didnt like us being alone, so without anyone knowing besides his grandma i left and went back to my aunt`s house. I feel really bad for disobeying my mom but i know i would get in trouble if i told her or she would think i was lying about leaving when she said no. What do i do? I have really bad nerves and have been feeling like i need to throw up. It was only a few minutes and i left when she said no but I still feel guilty.