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rachel caroline

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03 Dec 1994

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haii!
I'm Rachel.:3
i don really have anyone to
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or problems so this site is
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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

over 9 years

My mom died.

and i dont know how or what to feel. its only been two days and i already forget sometimes. i just go completely numb and emotionless. then sometimes i break out in tears. i dont even know if she knew i loved her. im mad at her. we all told her to get away from him. i blame it entirely on him. have any of you had a parent pass away? how do you find closure. or how did you feel?

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

over 9 years

do you think ill see him again?

no lectures please.(: so i went to a keg party with my sister last night. downed 11 beers and smoked quite a bit of weed. this morning i downed another and ended up hooking up with this kid. thank god im on my period so i remembered to stop myself before things went to far and i made a big mistake. i didnt even know his name not to mention i was by far the youngest one there he had to atleast be 17 but im guessing 19. i dont know if things happened cus he was fucked up too or what. one he was so sweet about everything and like kissed me when i left but he never asked for my number or anything. && also i know he wanted more than what i gave him. i know im not in the right position to be making these statements right now but i think i might want to see him again. according to his friends i think he was planning on macking on me all night but i was passed the fuck out so do you think hell get a hold of me somehow or if this was just like a random fucked up thing. trust me ive had those a few of those but this felt so different.xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

over 9 years

hey guyss.:)//[family problems.]:)

I havnt forgoten bg! I know its been a while. but ive had a lott going on. for ex. Im having major problems at home. to be breif my household is really verbally and occasionaly physically abusive. along with other things such as my mom && her bf doing drugs and whatevahh. i got in a big blowout with my mom left, had the cops called on me, reported the abuse to my school, went through a day of complete hell,all to end up back here.:/ and of course this is what always happens. I know I shouldnt have to put up with this. but now my moms being ohh so nice to me which always happens after something big. but once again last night well things got really bad between me and my moms bf. and she told me shed help me get in a group home if I really wanted. I only have three years left. should I just suffer through it or even though it didnt work the first time, take a stand? Im just so confused and fed up and blehh.:( opinions bbess? xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

over 9 years

rave outfit ideas? ASAP.

tonight Im going to alice in raverland. my first official rave.:3 blah blah blah im only 15. don't worry. I know how to handle myself in these types of situations. I know what to expect. but. I'm stuck on what to wear. I've seen pictures on my friends facebook's from the last rave. most girls wear like. undewear; bikini tops; fuzzy leg warmers; tutus; etc. I don't own any tutus leg warmers and whatevvs. plus, im a bit chubby so I've ruled out going half naked. I don't want to look out of place or get overheated tho. I have these pair of shorts. lmaoo. they actually kind of look like this: http://files8.lookbook.nu/files/looks/medium/85009_DSCF0081_copy.jpg except a lot tighter and shorter. I was thinking maybe pair it with a black and white off the shoulder top && my nikes. for hair: i was going to tease it really big and crimp parts of it accesories: I have a few kandii bracelets && some odd ones. makeup: liquid eyeliner && powder. does this sound okay? xx the thing is, my sister advised me seeing as it's my first rave not to go over the top with my clothes. in our town apparently only the hardcore rave girls go all out. I don't want to draw to much attention to myself seeing as I'll just be getting a feel for it. xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

over 9 years

Ehhh.:(

lately I feel like my life's gotten out of control. I've given up on myself. I've given up on friends. I've given up on school. it seems like all i do now a days is cut class, get high, drink, cry, or waste my freetime away sleeping or on the computer or watching tv. the only time I'll hang out with someone is if there's drugs/alcohol/partying involved. I've only gone to school three times in the past two weeks, and even then I cut sixth and eighth period every day, and 2nd today. I've learned to be really good at getting my feelings out. but once again I've bottled up everything and it's really taking a toll. I have no motivation for anything anymore, it feels like. and even right now as I type this, I just feel pathetic and like why even live? I just don't know how to fix everything.:( it's all so overwhelming, that I keep putting dealing with it off, and more and more just keep building up.

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

boys.:(

soo. there's this kiddo. I'm most definitely not his "type", and he's not really mine. not that I have one. I'm just trying to say I'd nvr imagine anything happening between us. especially since he'd always be an asshole to me earlier in the year. but now that I think about it, I guess it could be an immature way of getting my attention. like he'd always run in to me or throw something at me. then give me a hug. but a while ago he tried hooking up with me. likee. he had his friend pretty much drag my friend away in an attempt so we could. I'd turned him down not being interested at all at the time. and now[I think] he's kind of flirting. I'm too self conscious to ever pick up on these things.:3 he'll get sooo close to my face and say something like I have pretty eyes or touch his nose to mine, or wrestle with me and always leaves his friends to come give me a big hug every time he sees me.(even tho his friends dont like me at all) but then sometimes he'll completely blow me off. like he'll turn his head when I walk buy or just give me a sad look? i don't know why though? another thing is he's always mentioning things like sex around me. like he'll talk about the fukk couch in my school and ask me if I wanna go find it. or stuff like that. does he just want to hook up with me? does he like me? even a little bit? or what? I have no idea. but I'm starting to really like him, I think.:/, oh. && I forgot to mention I'd told him I was seeing someone else. lmaoo. i totally forgot about that bit. if you bbe's think he likes me, then meybe I shuldd clear that up? x

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

Lmaoo.[[ftsk.]]

has anyone heard their new stuff? i honestly don't know what to say.^^ i know I should hate it. but oddly enough, I just can't. ahaa. for a really good ex. listen to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Rj-qUmeedA i'm sure your all familiar with the older shitt. what are your bbe's opinions?\ also! I cut my hurr. I'll post pictures sometime soon. meybeee after I get my new septum!:33 xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

Should I...

cut my bangs && layers like they used to be. or not? I miss my fuller fringe.:( but the thing is my hair has gotten noticeably thinner. && I'm afraid cutting up more for my fringe will make it worse. ALSO. who's as upset as me about scarykids breaking up? can't wait for the farewell tour. I'm sure they'll go out with a bang.:/ that's of my older hair. now here's a pic of how it is now:

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

what did santa bring? :3 xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

acid

anyone really know their facts bout it? lately ive been smoking a ridiculous amount of weed. i wanna trip be4 the seasons over, as an end to my little adventure with drugs.^^ soo. message me if you can provide som infooo.[: p.s. im well well aware of the dangers. ive been first row to ruined lives thanks to influences. please no lectures>< xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

Fukk.Shaat.

so lately i've been feeling like imma burst into tears. like it'll be so sudden. sometimes its ignited by stupid lil things like gettin yelled at by a teacher, etc. other times it'll come out of nowhere. its ridiculous. im not on my cycle. i dont know what the fuck is up. helpp? merci muchoo. xxx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

Chubby bunny.[;

has anyone ever played? i hadnt even heard of it till the other day. it was so fukkin great thoo. but basically what we did was take peeps and each time you had to put one in your mouth then say chubby bunny.^^ and you add another one each turn. cept what we did was add the hookah on top of it. it was so gross.XD but after we put the bunny in{well tecniclyy they were pumpkins(:} we'd have to take a hit from the hookah, then say chubby bunny. lolllzzz. eventually chubby bunny became things like, things i prolly shuldn say seeing as that yelloow box over thurr is going on about libelous language whatever that means.;D but yah. have you guys ever played? or what other fun games do you guys like to play with your frenns? i havent been very active on here lately. thought i'd get on that. xx also who else is super excited for this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqT1B2M7OLM&feature=player_embedded honestly. ive been waiting for this for the past two years since i heard the news it was a possibility. alice in wonderland has been my favorite movie since i could pick favorites. and tim burton. well i think "tim burton" is nuff said. :3 :X

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

almost 10 years

Rather personal question.\:[if your younger id hope you wouldnt have an opinion.]

ohhkay. so i know there's no need to be embarrased on here. all you girlies are so helpful and nonjudgmental. and thats why i absolutely adore bg.:x so on to my question. my inner labia are quite large. i knoo its perfectly normal. but i feel likke wen im ready, my self conciousness bout it will hold me back from reaching last base. im at an age where the guys im around are becoming quite experienced(especially if i plan on waiting a bit longer which i fully intend to) and i feel like they'd definately notice my problem and maybe be weirded out by it or say something to other people. especially since eating out girls is becoming as common as blowing guys. I guess what im asking here is do you think guys will honestly notice? or care? or does anyone else have this?

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

about my last question{nathan getting hit by a car}

thanks guys. I haven't had a chance to see him yet, because he was still in the hospital yesterday when we were supposed to, but I'm just going to tell him what was going on. [Like how I just froze when it happened. then instead of bursting into tears giggled. because I didn't want him to think he hurt me.] I'm over thinking it was my fault. or atleast hating myself for it. all my friends had been really helpful in that part, which makes me thankful I started opening up to people this year. also, what really helped was his friend pete who had been with him when it happened. and I really misworded the last part. I didn't mean I ditched nathan.(honestly, I kind of like him which made things so much worse when the incident happened.) but another kid, zeke, who asked me to homecoming.:\ but I feel bad, and wanted to apologize to him. but I'll deal with that another day. anyhow. what's the girlies(and guysies:P) favorite most embarassing song? the one youd never admit to liking? (: xx ahaa. and I know I don't have to fix this, but it's bothering me, so: what's the girlies(and guysies) of become gorgeous* favorite most embarassing song. x

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

:( :( [I know I'm in awful personD=]

okay soo. I honestly just watched my friend get hit by a car, no joke.D: and it's all my fault to. I was on the other side of the road, and he was like Rachel! wait there. and then he walked out and was hit.X( it was the scariest damn thing I've ever witnessed. && if I hadn't been there it would never of happened. and to make it all worse, when the police were talking to him, I was laughing with my friend isabelle. not about him, but because I got so nervous and really wanted to cry.(which trust me, as soon as we left I broke down) and like. I told him I was sorry, but he was like this isn't a fucking joke.:( so he thought I was making fun of him. and it really hurt. I don't know if he'll be back tommarow. hopefully he is though, and I want to know how to apologize to him. what would you guys say? I want him to know I was just as scared. and definately didn't find it funny. and how I bawled my eyes out. but like. I don't know how to exactly put it. and also. earlier today I ditched this kid. I hate feeling mean, and I think I should apologize to him too. but should I make up an excuse? what would it be? thanks lovies.x

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

Homemade halloween costume ideas?

aiiioooh. I want to put together my costume this year mostly from things I have around my house, or can get cheaplyy. I'm not the least bit creative, so I'm kindaa stuck on what to be.^^ also, because of this, it has to be something fairly easy. I'd like it to be cute, I sposee. I was thinking maybe likee aa jail person/escapee type thingy?[: like I could take a well fitting hanes shirt, and stripe it black, then buy a pair of handcuffs at the dollar store, and just pair it with jeans and tenniess. but I don't want to look not dressed up, or like a refree.:/ I was going to just be a school girl, but my sissy threw away her plaid skirt.DX I don't knoo. suggestions are highly encouraged.:D please? alsooo. I know I haven't been answering questions anymore.:( with school ann all. besides I just don't feel like I'm a help anymore.. but then again I'm always doubting something about myself.=/ I promise promise promise I'll start coming on more! thankiees muchoo. xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

Hello Everyone!:3(large fukkin bump around my nose piercing; best hair bleach for black hair)

its been forevur since I've been on. first off I'd like to ask everyone how they've been! and I just said "been" twice an that's gonna really bother me.[: I also wanna ask what's the strongest hair bleach for taking black hair to a LIGHT yellow/white. everytime I bleach my hair it turns out liek a damn pumpkin and colors don't show up well. I don't wanna have to bleach my hair twice cause it's already dead as it is. also I've gotten this hugee red bump above my nose piercing. it was fine and all for 3ish weeks, and this just showed up. it's leaking yellow puss like shit and a whole buncha blood? it's gross, but I don't want to have to repierce it. does anyone know what's the matter/and how to heal it? also I was wondering what conversation you guys make with people you want to get to know. since I'm so self conscious, I get intimidated by people really easily, especially if I think they're "cooler" than me. what do I say to them? like do I just go up and be all "hi"? thankss.xx

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

haircut tommarow?!

(the picture I posted is my hair noww. ignore the length because I have extensions in) so it's the first time I'm going to a salon in lieek. 2 and a half years.[: I wanna take a picture so they don't fukk it up. post some ideas? my hair's about an inch or two above my chest and quite thin, but I tease it every day anyhoww. I was thinking of keeping my fringe kindy like it is noww. and getting my layers trimmed up reasonably shorter, then have the ends left one length kind of thin and wispy like? ahaa. anyhow just send piccys of what you think would look nice.^^x

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

I pierced my nose!^^

yep yep.(: I wish I had my webcam to take a picture.:( I'm a really big fraidy cat, so I didn't think I'd be able to do it on my own. but I kinda felt like proving something to myself. so I used my sissy's ear piercing earring and stuck it in.[: since I have a loww pain tolerance I couldn't force it all the way thruuu so it took me over 30 minutes to get it through all the layers, but eventually I did it.:D but when I went to put jewlery in I couldn't get it through.D: but I'm thinking it's cause it was 14g jewlery not even ment for the nose? I'm going to get nose screws when my mum gets back.^^ anyhow this was pointless but I just felt like letting someone know.:) piercings as of now: snakebites; nose; ears. face metal in the near future: septum, other side of mehh nose, && monroe? what kind of things would you guys like to get done? x I got a ring throo, so it's all good.:D just red.:/x

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rachelsauras

rachelsauras asked:

about 10 years

ATL&&BLG(sell outs?D:)

all time low's new album was a bit disappointing(they're losing their originality and fans may I add), but I still have hope, and amma stick by them like I have since day one. but boys like girls.:( wahhh. it seriously makes me wanna cry. has anyone heard their new song? first off, a total rip off of the killers somebody told me. and we waited how long for this while they were on tours and such promoting one album released weyyyyy back ago. but I stuck it out so excited for their new stuff. and we true fans get this shit.:| lieek growing up and finding my own taste in music atl and blg were in a way there for me. and it's really dissapointing.=( I'm sending johnny I message bout it all. since he's the only one I've gotten a reply from before(ahaa. I asked him bout it once and his reasoning was so funny.^^) anyone else's opinions on the new stuff? gahhh. i don't know why I asked this. most of you prolly hadn't listened to either untill last yearish when they came popular. so you really wouldn't understand.:/ but if you've been fans since the begining(05/06) then tell me your opinions! to most people music is just music.:L and I shouldn't expect you guys to get it. x

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