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midsummer_dreams asked:

26 Dec 2009

wow, havn\'t been on here since frevers!

Firstly I wanna say hello to everyone ;D hows everyone been? god i havn't came on here since agesssss, missed you all :D



Anywaays, I just wanted to ask yous about self esteem issues. I know iv asked this many times but problem is.. for a while, like, 5 months, my selfesteem was normal. Like, i was pretty confident and everything and was finally starting to like myself. But yesterday, idk what happened.. i know this is gonna sound dead strange.. but a guy from my primary added me. (i was bullied in primary) and he bullied me a bit too. I didnt know whether to accept him or not, so i didn't click anything just yet. later that night, i just had this awful dream.. about the bullying yimes in primary. it was so realistic, and pretty much showed how an ordinary day wouldve been for me. And that reopened all the awful memories iv been trying to close. I woke up the next morning and layed in bed for ages, and idk.. my selfesteem went low agaain.



(writing more.) and it doesnt help that people started calling me 'emo' again. jesus christ, idgi. how the hell am i an emo? do the little gimps even know what 'emo' means? :@ i suppose il have to dress in hoodies and start speaakin all gangsta to get approved by them :@ like, one of my cousins friends started calling me an emo and started giving me shit, then some randum girl i dont even know said the same thing to me. God im so sick of this all! Im not even confident enough to walk down my own street without geting terrified! And idk what to do tbh. At times i randumly start shaking and having panic attacks etc, and i have had depression and selfharming problems. Im still getting over the whole depression thing, and i dont wanna like, be like that again. when i was depressed i would like, lock myself in my room all day. i wouldnt eat, wouldnt talk, wouldnt smile. wont even cry much, just stare at walls and like, let time pass. was awful. i dont wanna be like that again "/

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hayley___hamm

hayley___hamm says:

Posted on 26 Dec 2009

my friend was called emo all the time just cus she dressed with more veriaty and color and stuff. it realy makes no sence and people r just jelous!

barbipixi

barbipixi says:

Posted on 27 Dec 2009

well no alot of people don't really know what emo or scene is. just just classify everyone under it that's different.



try to move on. and don't add someone ever that makes you uncomfortable. and if you get a chance in school to do a report over something make the the difference between being yourself and being emo lol to try and educate. but other than that there isn't much you can do to change how people feel that aren't too bright themselves

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