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midsummer_dreams asked:

04 Aug 2009

What the fvck is wrong with me?

I dunno why, I've just been feeling so down all the time nowadaays. Like i was dying for some choc the other day & my mum was at the supermarket so i foned & asked her for a choc. but she forgot to bring me one & i started throwing a tantrum. Then i would just lie on my bed & start randumly cryingg.. or whenever i listen to a sad song i start crying & i never ustoo do that before! I mean, my lifes preetty good right now, but i still feel so sad & lonely all the timee! Could it be bcas (It sounds stupid I KNOW) MJ has just died & i miss him terribly? Well, i have cried a fair few times over him.. & hes one of the reasons why my mood is like thaat. But idk, why do i always feel so annoyed? I snap at my parents & friends at the slightest things. My best friend (bless the poor kid to have a bezzy like me) always has to put up wid me shouting at her at everything. i hate myself for being sucha bitch. i basically hate everything about me. (MORE, COS I RAN OUTA SPACE)

& not physically. i think im okay looking.. but its just.. i hate everything else about me. i keep thinking im selfish & bad.. & just not a nice personn & thats making my mood worse. i dont know why sometimes i feel like i shudnt even have born.. im too selfish (iknow it sounds too dramatic & ur prolly rollin ur eyes but its just how i feel) idk WHY im feeling like this & what can i do to stop being sucha depressed little muppet?

help D:



kekye says:

Posted on 04 Aug 2009

I do the same thing sometimes and I talked to my conselour and she said it was because we're growing up O_o and it's just something we'll grow out of as time goes on..


hayley___hamm says:

Posted on 04 Aug 2009

aw u poor thing! im sure ur not mean and selfish!!! if ur really feeling that u shouldnt of been born and stuff like that u NEED to tell ur parents or at least a friend...but i think it should be ur parents.


reverie_09 says:

Posted on 04 Aug 2009

you seem really nice to me (:

I think it might just be hormones or something. Treat yourself some more, take a lovely nice long bath and relax and think. If you want to, write it all down on a piece of paper and get it out of your system, then just burn it or throw it away.

i hope you are okay, message me if you want to talk some more (: xx


auri says:

Posted on 04 Aug 2009

Maybe call your friend and let her know whats going on.

Or like ppl at my school told us to do when our friend died was to colour or draw,

it makes you feel a ton better.

and i agree, you should take a nice bath and relax.

Maybe have some fun? might make you feel better.

I know what you mean, Michael was awesome, but just remember the times

he was on Earth and hes in a better place.

I know saying that doesent make it better but in reality, nobody will be being mean to him or making fun of him anymore.

As for being born and stuff, your parents love you, be happy you have them to support you(:

most kid's parents arent around and they have to fend for themselves, and it seems you have a lovely personality, cheer up hun!



barbipixi says:

Posted on 04 Aug 2009

if you think you're too selfish you actually may not be : P usually those people don't know they're butts and they really dont' care.

don't sweat it but just be who you are and if you want to be a better person just make a decision to do so... when you notice someone needs help or if you can offer to get someone a snack at your house or something just go and do it.


amaay says:

Posted on 04 Aug 2009

i agree with the below. (:


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