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midsummer_dreams asked:

29 Sep 2009

I don't really feel mentally stabled..

Okay i'v been put under a lot of stress lately. my past isnt very pleasant, my present is fucked. My mind is going crazy. my dad being too strict on me, like not allowing me to sleepovers and stuff. He's being strict cos 'he doesnt want be getting influenced or involved in drugs, cos this is the age where you usually take the 'wrong path'' . I get him., but honestly im NOT gonna go off wrong. he dont want be to have a bf and he doesnt get that i CANT have a bf. its a mental problem i have, i cant stick to a guy. i start feeling sick and caged if im in a relationship. so theres no way i can get a bf until im more ready which'll be probs when im 16. even then i wont be allowed but whatever. Hes being way too annoying. I know this stuff doesnt sound big but my lifes pretty fucked right now. My 'rents might or might not be gettin divorced, they've been deciding for 2 months and they still dunno.. too many things keep going wrong with me. I suck it up. But now everythings way too much. I snap over the littlest things.. I start screaming and crying and yday i started talking to myself in sonme madeup language or sumthing. Idk, i felt like i was on drugs. Im always depressed and i used to cut, but not ne more. Its funny.. my life wasnt hard before when i used to cut, but i still cutted. now my life IS hard i dont wanna cut. its like i just cba with anything. all the time im strainedd and feel like im gonna collapse anytime. I dont feel like myself anymore, im startin to feel dead really. wtf.?



auri says:

Posted on 29 Sep 2009

I know exactly how you feel hun. Lately my dad has been grounding me over the smallest things like not doing my chores right away because i was doing my homework. But i think of it like this...its only gonna be bad until it gets better.

Also, your getting older so once your 18 you can do whatever you want, and its your choice whether not you wanna move away from it all or just hang around.

Dont get so upset, yeah i cry and stuff over being stressed out over everything and i still get yelled/laughed at but you know...once im able to make my own decisions i wont have to deal with it. and time passes by pretty fast although it may not seem like it...but there will be worse things. Like when your older you have to worry about bills and keeping a job, when you get married your gonna have to think about if you wanna start a family, etc.

Things could be much worse, so kinda think of it as its not as bad as it could be. Maybe after school or something sit on your back porch or somewhere outside where your alone and think. Just let everything out, relax maybe read a book or draw?

Hope i helped a little hun :]



bethanyjl says:

Posted on 29 Sep 2009

My dads the same way! ive never had a sleepover and im 17 and im going to college! im not even allowed to be at my friends house chilling after 8pm and i cant even chill with boys! but i still do:) girl just hang in there! i know your strong enough to get all through this! i mean your proven it right now! so just keep on proving it,


barbipixi says:

Posted on 29 Sep 2009

tell the school nurse or a teacher that you feel like you need to talk to someone it should help if you have a counciler to talk to and help sort out these feelings. and maybe even to be a meadiator between you and your dad


ginger_e says:

Posted on 30 Sep 2009

arr that sucks. you just need to stay strong and i am sure things will get better

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