Matt's my best friend, i put all my confidence in him. We're both lonely, but not in love. We ended up kissing yesterday; not hardcore, but he really liked it and i'm just wondering if this is a bad thing before it has the chance to happen again. He likes my body. He's attracted to me, but it's miles from a meaninful relationship. Quite frankly, i don't share the same attraction for him. It's not just me and matt. I have two long distance close friends, an ex that i'm still falling for, and a movie date with Josh for friday night. I keep thinking time is the answer, but clearly not. How do i juggle these? Is it healthy? Can i do it without being called things such as slut, bitch, whore, etc? (it is important for me to retain dignity&class in a social standing) Can i avoid hurting feelings/egos? Where to turn? Thanks.. Love yall:):)

Yesterday i would have told you Matt was my best friend. Yesterday i would have said i'm still head over heels for my long lost ex. Yesterday i would have told you that dating anyone right now simply wasn't an option for me. Well... That was yesterday. Today, i played piano and Matt sits down on the bench next to me. He says something but i can't hear it and i give him a nice old hug just because i feel like it. "i take that as a yes" he said. And my brain just stops working. Now what did i just agree to? It says. I don't know what i'm doing, but i just keep hanging on to him... And he kissed me! And i'm going -----what.....?------- He's a bad kisser too:/ i can't help compare him to the relationship i had before, which felt so right and so beautiful and pure. I feel like i'm completely lying when i say "i love you too" and i know i am because i still love my ex and he still loves me.. And the only thing i can do is think of Matt as my best friend. Still. All my love to u girls :D

Characters, male: Matt, Leighton, Blake Characters, female: me, Lakin Here's how my story goes. Leighton dated Lakin (my best friend) in the summer. He loved me, so he broke up with Lakin for some dumb reason. Leighton dated me in the fall, for 4 and a half months. The thing he never told me was that he still loved Lakin. Just recently, he broke up with me to go out with her. He stil likes me and I still love this kid. He is the greatest guy i've ever met. In this case, the saying "you aren't what you do" applies very well. I have a feeling that he and Lakin may not stay together long, and i know that if they break up he will come back to me. My question is do i say yes? Matt and Blake are some of my best friends. Matt plays the trombone with me, and Blake is a kid even though he's about a year older than me. Matt is going through a streak of where he's decided he's going to ignore me to see if i'll play his game or not. He's kind of a kid too. Blake likes me. I haven't talked to Matt In four days, so i don't know what's going on with him. (i dated Matt at one point) Maybe this is something i shouldn't be confused about but i am; how do i finish the story?