Since 2006 or 2007 - alot of things have gone wrong in my life and the past events in the last 2-3 years have been the worst and I can't seem to cope with everything. This week I have been reliving horrible memories in my dreams and wake up to see I have been crying. I have no one to tell not even friends or family for particular reasons and I dont know how to handle everything. I used to have my grandad who didnt ask questions but just cheered me up when I needed it but hes gone now...passed away May 13th and I just cant handle anything no more.

I have hardly had time to get a boyfriend as so much has been going on with my family over the years since i was like 6 and now with blackberrys all of my friends are meeting new people and getting boyfriends on bbm but i cant get a blackberry and there is hardly anyone when i go out and that. Any advice?

Ok so I have naturally wavy thick mid-length - long hair and im trying to change over the summer holidays. I dye my hair now and again to have a change and this time its 2 shades of brown one lighter than the other with mostly red (dye went wrong but looks nice) I normally leave it down for school but now Im thinking for next year Im going to put it up more so I need a hairstyle thats easy to handle and that i can put up in tons of different ways. If possibly could u get a pic for a rough idea incase i choose it and go hairdressers?