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Shelby Malouf




01 Nov 1993


so, hi...i have always kind of sucked at these kind of things but i will give it a shot.... name is Shelby, i live in utah which also adds to the fact that i the sport. i love music of almost all kind...i dont like rap, bluegrass or country but iMore saduisahduiash dsau

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alildifferent asked:

12 Sep 2009

what do you do when you have nothing to live for??

i lost all motivation.

what helps you keep going and makes you strive to be the best you that is possible?? i dont believe god is there for someone like me. i have done a lot of terrible things and i dont regret them because i had a good time

my friends arent the greatest. they are so wrapped up in there own lives they have no time for mine. plus they dont approve of my i am a vegetarian, how i always stop and pick up litter, animal rights activist...they think i am a freak. , plus my problems are something they dont understand. i have gone through totally different things.



staceface says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

well thats one of my questions. friends help a lot, mom, dad, whatever your situation is. also thearapists help..


hayley___hamm says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

for me, i live for god! god and jesus r my everything!! god helps me threw so much! whithout them i wouldnt even be here.


staceface says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

oh yeah god too! why didnt i think of that?? just pray.


brandi_dan says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

you aren't a freak. and trust me i tried to kill myself a few years back. 6 seizures cardiac arrest and in a 3 day coma. a few weeks ago i got so depressed i got the bottle of pills ready to OD again but my boyfriend walked into the room and i stopped. but i cut myself and i haven't done that in 4 years.

you can only be shit on for so long and hit rock bottom for so long that SOMETHING good needs to finally happen. that's what i tell myself.

i know im not a bad person. i just have issues on my own to work out.

and you seem cool and maybe you do have some of your own issues. who cares. everybody does. just hang in there it will get better eventually.


hayley___hamm says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

i beleeve that god is there for every1!!! espetialy wen u need him! ill pray for u! by the way im a vegitarian and all that 2! my friends were freaked out at 1st 2 but then they got used to the idea and now 2 of my friends protest places with me! we all have made bad choices and we r all siners. no 1 is perfect! god will help u threw anything. god bless u! and ill be thinking and prayin for u :)


ctl888 says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

I believe that you have to do things for yourself. Do not depend on anyone. I sometimes get down and sad about my life but I have to find things, see what is wrong, then find ways to change it! I think this is is great that you are a vegetarian, you pick up trash, and you are an animal rights activist! You have made yourself such a great individual person! You not like everyone else at your school! Have you tried to volunteer at an animal shelter? You might meet new people there that you have similar interests with. I have volunteered at women's shelters who have been domestically abused. it was so great and very rewarding. Your choices now should be a great motivation for you! You have a good heart! Keep up the good work.


midsummer_dreams says:

Posted on 13 Sep 2009

You have evrything to live for! D: dont be like that. i know how you feel cos i feel that sometimes, my life is totaally fuckdd up right now.. but im living, arent i?

check this out:

what has he got to live for? hes half tree (well, technically its a disease). half his life has been wasted, but hes gonna get treatment innit. life might seem horrid, but you just gotta go on.

you dont need to depend on others. you have to build yourself. i know exactly how you feel, like i said before. but think about it, ur so young! you still got so much stuff to face! like travelling the world, having your own house, having a career and everything! if you kill yourself (not saying you will, but imagine), what'll be the point? you come into this world unknown, you leave unknown. You'll soon be forgotten and people will move on from you. You gotta make your own name. You pick up litter and stuff, thats a good thing!

And seriously, go out there and try make new mates. Some people would probably be like yoou.

And if you still feel you got nout to live for, then just simply live. For once, just let life happen to you. And then theres gonna be a change which'll change your whole life. theres always a change, you cant just go on without things changing. Rremember, things always get worse before they get better (:



loveandfear971 says:

Posted on 13 Sep 2009

You don't need to depend on your friends all the time. But if your looking for a support system I suggest trying to find some new ones. I'm not saying dump your old ones, I'm just saying try to meet new people.

God will always forgive you as long as you ask for forgiveness. Doesn't matter what you've done he'll always love you for you! :)

You have lots of things to live for. Try finding a new hobbie or something. Take up a class like dancing or something that you always wanted to try or are interested in like an art class or something.


barbipixi says:

Posted on 14 Sep 2009

well here's what i think i do believe in a greater being. something made us form into these awesome living things : P

but 'god' doesn't control us and doesn't expect us to be perfect. we're here to learn and try to become the best we can be. but that can take time. when you come to a choice in life you know deep down what you should do and that lil voice in your head gets louder as you make the right choices

i try to be the best person i can be. i took some bumpy roads i've been through some tough times and it did seem like life was kicking me in the rump but as you become more secure and confident in yourself and your choices you can figure out what you need to do and start fixing your own life on your own terms.

i've been working toward what i have now and i'm finally the happiest i could ever be. just keep trying and keep doing what you think is right for you.

i once had a person tell me "good things happen to good people" it was so cute he was from neworleans and had that awesome accent and he ended with 'and Barbi you're good people" but barbi sounded like Bwabi ^_^


ahroarah says:

Posted on 14 Sep 2009

everybody has something to live for, otherwise, there would be no human race.

what i do when i am down is, i go do something for myself. ill take a couple hours out of my day and give myself a facial, paint my nails, tighten my dreads (or in your case, do your hair), and i just make myself look beautiful and refreshed. improve something in your life.

or even try looking at the world from a different point of view. i tried to kill myself numerous times before i realized that it wouldn't solve any problems, but it would create sadness for the people who love me. look on the brighter side of life. you are healthy, you have shelter, you have a family, etc. there are many things to be thankful for. just cheer up. :)


fulltimepinklady says:

Posted on 15 Sep 2009

if you need someone who knows you and cares about you you should talk to them they could help. As for God...he isnt like that. You have a wrong view of who he is. if he didnt like you or love you because you liked what you have done in the past God wouldnt like anyone I promise. You sound real, unlike a lot of your friends. Have you considered finding some new ones? they might helpd give you a better perspective on life.


crazy_izzi says:

Posted on 18 Sep 2009

i live for my fam.

i love them and they always help me

i was thinking about killing myself but i got over it

i noticed it is not worth it

i became more shure that it is worth living

i wanted to kill myself because

nobody in my class liked me

i had no friends for 8 months and i thought it is not worth it

but then i noticed that i have to live

i didn't want to die i have still much ahed of me

and i ain't gona trouw that away




chelsea3ann says:

Posted on 11 Oct 2009

Dude you need to find some new friends....I know a lot of people into the same things as you....just hold out, put yourself out there, you'll find some chill people.


hayley___hamm says:

Posted on 12 Sep 2009

ps. i used to cut myself just like brandi_dan but i never tried to kill my self. god helped me threw that and i know he can help u! but dont cut urself babe! "u think cutting makes u feel whole but its just extra pain." thats wat my friends told me and there right!


crazy_izzi says:

Posted on 18 Sep 2009

i dont really belive

but i am shure that there are people looking after us

not god but people who care about us and want us to live on

god might play a role in that 2


crazy_izzi says:

Posted on 18 Sep 2009

i dont mean that god is not looking after us

but i have a other point of view

sorry if people get mad at me

i dont mean to make people upset

sorry again



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