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Published on: 15 Jun 2012 by renderella
I can't stand how it feels....
My heart hurts so much and I hate that I keep crying.
I don't want to hurt like this anymore, but I don't know what to do.
I feel like I'm going crazy everyday just trying to hold it together.
Is there a remedy for this?
The pain of loving him is too much. It gets even worse at night and I have to fight back the
tears that so badly want to flow. I thought I was able to handle this better, but I just randomly
started crying and my heart hurts. I don't want to be like this!! I don't want to hurt this much!
I'm trying so hard to move on and to just take care of myself, but there is so much that reminds me of him.
He comes up in so many of my conversations because we have done so many things together in those
5 years. How do you get over that? How do you stop this pain?
I want so badly to just curl up in a ball and not do anything forever.
It makes me wish that I were younger and living with my parents. That I didn't have to work and this
was all just a horrible nightmare. HOW CAN THIS GET BETTER!!!
I really need this to get better......
I don't know how much longer I can deal with this....
I seriously may lose it.....
How can a heart hurt so much!! It's not fair!
I don't even know how he is right now. I was doing better when I at least got to hear from
him every once in a while, but not speaking to him for months has been agonizing.
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time just to keep re-living those moments. Even the moments that
were the most painful in the relationship.
I just want to be able to love again and I don't see that happening.
I truly thought I was okay, but I know I'm not.....
Someone please, any advice, idea, etc.....
nae ma-eum doummal