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Ren Curry

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"Never give up, Never Surrender"

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I'm 25 and on my way to becoming gorgeous! Since January I have completed the Beach Body Ultimate Reset and Insanity. Now I am doing Brazil Butt Lift. I am down 35 lbs!! Excited for the changes!

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Published on: 10 Jun 2012 by renderella

Can't stop your heart from loving

I am seriously annoyed with myself! 


I am tired of crying and getting angry. He is constantly in my head and my heart. I can't get him out! I don't want someone there who doesn't want me! it's already been about 9 months since we ended things and that's so close to a year. I'm dying over here! 


 


I want to be able to feel like I can love again, but I don't feel that way at all. I barely even want to be around people, but I am going to try my best and keep going. It kind of sucks because I get along better with guys and a lot of times past relationships come up. OR some annoying friend of mine will just bring up my ex and talk badly about them which actually just makes me feel worse. 


 


I'm okay that some of my friends didn't like him. I know who they are and I know how they felt, but I don't like it when certain ones constantly bash him. It makes me want to punch them in the face, but instead I just slowly stop talking to them. It's not easy being single and it surely isn't easy going from a 5 year relationship where you lived together, to being single and alone. I had tear marks all on my face so I know I cried in my sleep again. 


 


There are no real easy paths to getting over an ex and I have to accept that, but I know that I don't want to be with anyone else. I'm not looking, I don't want to look, but if a true Prince happens to stumple upon my glass slipper I just hope that my heart will let them in. 

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caslynn

caslynn says:

Posted on 10 Jun 2012

Y'know, I just went through a pretty rough breakup. Yesterday, in fact. And I was pretty sure I was going to marry this guy and be with him the rest of my life. It's hard, and I don't even want to get out of bed, let alone go to work and see people and try to function as normal. So, I understand that notion that you don't want to be with anyone else. I want to be hopeful and tell you it'll happen, your time will come, but all I can say for now is even though the road is dark, try to keep your head up. It'll hurt more than anything ever has, but eventually, hopefully, the hurt will end. If you need anything I'm always available to chat.

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