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Published on: 10 Jun 2012 by renderella
I am seriously annoyed with myself!
I am tired of crying and getting angry. He is constantly in my head and my heart. I can't get him out! I don't want someone there who doesn't want me! it's already been about 9 months since we ended things and that's so close to a year. I'm dying over here!
I want to be able to feel like I can love again, but I don't feel that way at all. I barely even want to be around people, but I am going to try my best and keep going. It kind of sucks because I get along better with guys and a lot of times past relationships come up. OR some annoying friend of mine will just bring up my ex and talk badly about them which actually just makes me feel worse.
I'm okay that some of my friends didn't like him. I know who they are and I know how they felt, but I don't like it when certain ones constantly bash him. It makes me want to punch them in the face, but instead I just slowly stop talking to them. It's not easy being single and it surely isn't easy going from a 5 year relationship where you lived together, to being single and alone. I had tear marks all on my face so I know I cried in my sleep again.
There are no real easy paths to getting over an ex and I have to accept that, but I know that I don't want to be with anyone else. I'm not looking, I don't want to look, but if a true Prince happens to stumple upon my glass slipper I just hope that my heart will let them in.