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Rain

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Hey, my name is Rain (SERIOUSLY!!! iam not kidding!=}) and i am 14 (15 IN aPRIL). I am not so sure where life is gonna take me, but so far its scaring the shit out of me. I haven't had a bf (except for in grade skool) and i don't want to end up like one of those crazy cat ladies :P haha.

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Published on: 02 Apr 2009 by rainette

New at this kinda stuff

I don't really know what a blog is, i like to think of it as an online diary that everyone can read.


So here's my life story.....if u r interested enuff to read it, don't worry i will try to leave all the boring stuff out


I am fourteen years old and just moved to washington about a month ago,


i left all of my family and friends behind and it has been super tuff on me,


at my old school i was really fun and people liked me


but here no one really cares


cuz there is another new girl


she's prettier and cooler and has all the guys practically falling head over heels for her


 


i wish i could be like that


practcally oozing with hottness


having all the guys going crazy for me


i sound suprrrr insecure. and i probaly am


maybe i am like battling depression or somethin


i am not like 'emo' or anything


even my mom can see me getting more and more depressed


she wants me to make new friends


andi have they are nice and all just not the same as my old friends


back in idaho i had a life i wasnt really popular or anything but i was comforatable


comforatble enuff


 


and then there was him.......


the guy i practcally had fallen head over heels for


i had a majrrrrr crush on him ever since the sixth grade


i had planned on telling him exactly how i felt before i left but i couldn't get the guts to do it


since moving to washington i have heard that he has moved onto a more prettie girl


she's blonde and popular


 


i used to be friends with him until fall of '08


but then he got involved into different crowds


stopped hanging out with his old friends and more with the stoners/skiiers


or as i like to call them THE PEPLE WHO HATE ME!!!!


She's in that group


my friend tells me they flirt everyday and it hurst


a little


not as much as i thought it would


 


i have never had a boyfriend EVER


except for gradeschool but you cant really count those


i wanted him to be my first REAL bf


the only guys that have ever liked me are like the nerds and stuff


they are nice and alll........ just not him


 


part of me thinks i will never get a guy that likes me that i like back


and i don't want to be desparate


but it seems like everyone else has someone


and i am scared that its gonna stay that way


i don't want it to tho.....


 


i have a feeling that i am gonna be writing alot


someone needs to knoe the real me


i don't want ot have to hide the real me anymore


i want to be able to have a say in which direction my life is going


and stop following everyone else for a change


 


My name is Rain


and rite now


my life pretty much suxxxxx


xoxoxoxox


 

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chr0matica

chr0matica says:

Posted on 05 Apr 2009

i totally see where you're coming from... i really really REALLY liked this guy in 6th grade but when i finally told him, he was like "noooo uhhh i dont like her, i lyk someone else" (coz my friend texted him and said that) and it broke my heart... but this year things have finally started to turn around. someday you'll find someone that likes you back, and be lucky that you have somewhere new to start! i've never moved my entire life, and i had some... issues... in 7th grade that i thought people would NEVER forget, but in the end i just learned to be comfortable with who i am and that the people that really care about me end up seeing me for just that and not some other person i might have pretended to be to impress them or whatev. this is a long comment, but i'm 14 too and life is tuff! it's kind of hard to believe things will get better when stuff like this happens, but every day is like a surprise now. i wake up and i remember that today's a new day and that i'm glad that people before could only focus on my face and how... ugly it was. but things will definitley turn around for you, dont give up :) then you'll only appretiate the good things that much more in life.

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