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Published on: 06 Dec 2011 by melaniedarling


So i was just at lunch sitting with my friend's Aj and Noelle and Aj for the first time today hurt my feelings really bad. This guy from the Navy came up to me talking about how i should join and we should set up a meeting so that we can talk about it more, i just didn't have the lady balls to straight up say "I don't want to join, sorry!" because i was afraid that i would hurt his feelings that has always been a problem people that i don't know pushing things on me, and i can't say no because i'm scared to. Well after he left our table, Aj asked me for real what i want to do after a graduate this year, i told him i was going to probably attend a two year college to study cosmotology and photography, and then go to a four year college for music. Then i he asked which four year college i was planning on attending.. i said i didnt know. Then i told him about my dream college that i have wanted to go to since i was in fifth grade! juilliard... Yeah i know it's really hard to get in there but i don't care i think it would be really cool to go there for my clarinet. Aj then told me that i needed to get real. That i wouldn't be accepted basically and not to try, that's his words in a blunt way he said much nicer but i know what his words meant. I tryed so hard not to cry.. i was holding it back so much with every might i had. The last thing i said was "i've already been told that by my parents you don't have to remind me.." Then my emotions betrayed me, and the tears started to fall down from my eyes. I just got up and walked to the bathroom trying to avoid everyone in sight of me.

So my question is are the people that attend those huge colleges, are they not real. Did they not have to work hard to get in there. Did they not have a passion for what they are doing there rite now?

What does the phrase "get real" mean anyways?

Does it mean do something normal..

Well, all i know is I don't care what anyone thinks, I'm going to do what i want to do, I don't care what it takes. And when i make it in the world where i want to be ill send all my haters a post card saying 'thanks for the motivation'





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