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Published on: 18 Jul 2011 by lovely_babe123
so in this blog ill just talk about not my life situations but the way i act and feel about everything.i dont have alot of close friends mostly just an ex boyfriend who im still partially in love with. living in my house situation (in who i really am part 1) is hard with all the arguments and fights and stress and worries. i worry about the kids worry about the food worry about the babies health. worry about how im going to go through high school this year and keep up with my house situations? so how am i expected to bring a friend into that situation? i have no right to if i have to take care of my house responsibilites i cant worry about friends. what if they find out about everything then what? do i tell them? noo its none of there bussiness. im actually pretty friendly though with everything going on i can still put on the fakest smile ever and say im fine. whenever i go to church i am and at school. but its still hard to act like a normal 14 year old i had to grow up alot faster then most other kids you know? so how am i expected to still act like one. if my pastor could say how im like he would say im the most trustworthy most outgoing and positive person there is. i have a pretty fancy house 2 floors living room huuuge kitchen 5 bedroom 2 bath. but i dont have the greatest family. sometimes i feel like i should go out more or do more stuff but i dont. i dont know if anyone would understand the situation im in or understand the way i feel or act but this is just how it is for me. the few people i told about my situation were so proud of me because they thought wow your handling all of this so well since i never really complained they said that they dont think other 14 year olds can handle everything the way i do and they were shocked that even though my mom doesnt like me in church or my dad would rather have me at home then at church, i was still there worshipping like never before but i have that with god by my side i have no doubt that things will get better. so theres no need to complain. ill post a blog once everyday at 11:00pm if you want me to update earlier just comment or inbox me and ill see what i can do.