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Published on: 18 Jul 2011 by lovely_babe123
HI im a 14 year old girl im not gonna tell you my name so im going to just keep it as october (because thats my birthday "smiley face!" ) . tonight im goint to tell you a little about my life. i dont know i guess i feel like maybe someone else goes through what i go through so maybe this would help them or maybe it would help me to get this off my chest. when i was 1 years old my mom and dad got divorced she cheated on him which i just found out a couple of months ago. so i went through all those years thinking it was my fault. my mom took my and my brother to florida when we were 4 and i came back to new jersey when i was 11. while i was there me and my big brother went through a bunch of trials we were always broke and never had enough money to buy new clothes. my broter got phyiscally abused by one of her boyfriends and when i was 11 and he was 15 we moved back with my dad because my mom couldnt handle us anymore. when i moved back with my dad i didnt know that so much had changed i had a new baby brother is name was chris and my little sister grew so much. but the worst change was my step mother who was once christian was a drug addict. livng there and dealing with all of that was pretty bad. she would leave for weeks and leave us with the kids and she would come back forcefully. pounding on doors and screaming at windows even throwing rocks. we moved and she found out where we lived and she came back. its gotten alot worse. now me and her fight alot and she even hit my big brother (my big brother has anger issues) but he didnt hit her he blocked her hit and hit the wall. but 16 months ago she got pregnant we didnt know it was my dads and she took drugs while pregnant just to kill the baby. god blessed all of us when the baby came out clean and healthy with only a spot of drugs on him. none the less dyfus came along. i was saved by the lord for a year now even though my mother is always trying to take me out of church and i have to take care of the 3 kids by myself since my dad works from 2 in the afternoon till 12 at night and my big brother is going to summer school so he can go to college. my stepmother isnt here right now. everything gets harder though me and my mom always argue and i really dont have any friends to help (talk about that next blog) but i know i can make it because god will not put me in a situation that he knows i can not handle.