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Published on: 04 Jun 2011 by leily
So I'm 17 years old and for the past 4 to 5 years I have battled with insecurity and self hatred and somewhere over the course of those years depression slipped in undetected. I had a boyfriend in the seventh grade who I dated for three years and would tell me on a regular basis that I was ugly, fat, and an embaressment, I guess because I was young and all I wanted was a boy friend I held on to it. What I didn't realize was how this was affecting me, I don't feel pretty like ever, there is always something, I truly cannot remember the last time I looked in the mirror and went "damn girl!" I have been trying to lose weight but last June I got serious with it and since then have lost 25 pounds, I have a new boy friend who says the sweetest things but I really can't be sure whether to beleive him or not. Anyways, I want to do a blog entry every week about something pertaining to weightloss, hopefully if anyone reads my blog, they'll be losing it for themselves rather then someone who has unattainable standards of beauty, I know my reason for being so dilligent with my weight loss is wrong but, I'm working on my self-esteem and hopefully reading this will inspire someone to do so too :) If you have any thing you'd like to know about just let me know, I'll try to be updating this every week :)