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Jessica Halsey

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unmotivated, lonely, lost, isolated, pessimistic, unconfident, jealous, unaware, heartbroken sixteen year old; living in the past.

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Published on: 14 Sep 2009 by jess_crazystupid

Guess what . . . It's tough love

Hey girlies,


 


This is my first blog, so I don't really know what I'm doing, but I just had something I wanted to share with you.


 


A few months ago a few of you may have been following my story about a guy who I liked. (alot) =P


I wasn't able to work out whether he liked me back or not. In the end I came to the conclusion that maybe he genuinally did. This guy has a bit of a bad reputation, but why not give it a go?  


I carried on speaking to him, our conversations getting more flirty everyday. I was so excited and happy. Finally I could have the guy I wanted!


I had fallen in love. 


(now don't get me wrong, love is a BIG word, but I believe this was genuine love!) =)


Anyhow... this guy was my dream guy.. I couldn't find a single flaw. Untill one day he started talking to another girl in the same way he did to me.


He started leaving flirty messages on her facebook and not mine. I couldn't understand it.


I became obsessed with him!  Checking his facebook everyday!  Who he'd been messaging, what he'd been messaging them. 


I was going mad surely!!


 


''It's weird how just two months ago my stomach would do all kinds of crazy things when you logged in. Now I just don't care.''


 


The other day I spoke to him on msn. I just said ''Heyy x''  


I was expecting him to answer, but no reply came. By this point I was actually quite upset. It had became silly. Me and him had never even been dated, but I let myself fall so far, my heart was breaking.


Again I tried to talk to him, but no reply. A few more times I tried. On some occasions he would talk, but only breifly, and I would be the one carrying on the conversation.


 


 


 


Anyway, my point is, never ever let yourself fall too deep, when you aren't definate it's what the guy wants.


 


''The worst kind of guy is the type which lets you fall in love, when he doesn't intend to catch your fall.''


Ask yourself.. ''does he intend to catch my fall?''


Don't do the same as me. I am still getting over him, but I now realise how stupid of me it was to believe without knowing.


 


Atleast I now have the knowledge of how to deal with these situations, and how to judge guys.


Don't let this happen to you Ladies =)


 


''They don't teach you how to med a broken heart in school.''


 


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Comments

crazy_izzi

crazy_izzi says:

Posted on 15 Sep 2009

OH I HAD THAT BUT IT WAS NOT A GUY IT WAS MY BEST FRIEND SHE like yaeh we are no more friends

jessii_cullenx3

jessii_cullenx3 says:

Posted on 15 Sep 2009

oh man am a sucker for love. i hate it when quys lead you on. but i am glad your trying to get over him :thumbup:

fulltimepinklady

fulltimepinklady says:

Posted on 15 Sep 2009

Very very very true...spoken like a veteran of a true broken heart....i am glad you didnt get any closer to him than you already had but you did learn a good lesson about jerks. remember they are not all like that, but it takes a long time to find out so....dont fall into love too fast next time! thanks for sharing

imyours0815

imyours0815 says:

Posted on 18 Oct 2009

i was in the same situation except he broke up with me cause he lived in a different state. im extremely sad cause i cant see him until 2011 and i have a count down on my phone and everything. and the part that made me so mad was that we almost considered moving to where he lives and now were moving to some random place in north carolina. This is a very true blog written from your heart. thank you

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