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Published on: 14 Apr 2011 by isy
Let me start off my saying that this is not a happy post.So please feel free to reply with some kind words and motivation.
You know how it is when things start to go wrong but it doesn't really get you down until One thing happens and suddenly EVERYTHING HITS YOU AT ONCE and you feel like the world is just the worst place to be and you just wanna vent and cry or kill someone?
Well that pretty much sums up my mood right now. I am at campus so crying and murder in not an option so I choose to vent.
The event which set off this whole depression is my blackberry:-( IT STOPPED working!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it has been 5 hours so far without any BBM or smss and calls! I feel so wrong you know?
The other events may seem petty and lame but together it call really mess with your wellbeing. According to some people (family) I now look a liitle chubbier than usual in my shorts. I have really bad issues with regard to my body and it hurts to hear these things. Look I know that my weight is normal for my height and age but if people start noticing a difference it puts me on edge.
Also I am really really stressed about one of my courses. I feel like I lost the plot and don't know if I can get back on track before the next test!
The last thing is my realtionship status :SINGLE!!! I am really fussy so I am not ready to commit to a guy that I already know. My cousin is getting engaged next week. SO now I AM THE ONLY SINGLE COUSIN (there are others but they are like 14 so they don't count). And this places me under pressure beacuse now everyone wants to know when am I going to meet someone and they don't really believe me when I say that Its my choice. They all assume that its something else!
I hope that I didnt bore anyone reading this and please as you can tell I need advice