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Published on: 05 Mar 2011 by alannax02
Ok, so i don't know if anyone really cares but if you take the time to read this it would be great, i love all of your opinions( : . Ok so when people would see me or see how i cant you would think im..like really confident. & i am im happy with myself for the most part. But i have this feeling inside of me- like EVERYONE is better than me. I've been single for more than a year.. but i guess thats okay because im in 7th grade. But i've never kissed anyone and it seems like everyone else has. I had this friend since 5th grade (who will remain nameless) and she had really lowered my selfesteem. She had always kinda been doing it but the last 3 months we were friends was the worst. I felt like I had no one. And i felt like a loser, even if people didn't look at me that way. I hate the way i felt being friends with her and i haven't felt like that in a long time. But today, me and 5 of my friends decided to meet up with 4 really hot popular kids. We were all pumped, and one of the kids lets call him Mark is really popular... you could look at him kind of as Mike the "Situation". Everyone really hates him, and hes somewhat of fag but hes hot so no one cares most of the time. So hes reallllly into one of my friends i guess... so they were all over in the living room and i guess i felt sort of left out. I wasnt really i just felt like i was.. I got that feeling that i used to get....worthless? no one really even likes me? I dont know.... I dont really know what im asking... but if you have any advice maybe to like recover... or whatever i dont know but please comment if you have thoughts. Thanks( ;