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Alanna Sewell




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Hi I'm Alanna . I lovelovelove fashion . I love to model, i hope to one day get in the buiness of modeling & fashion but for now its just a dream....

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Published on: 26 Nov 2010 by alannax02

Diffrent type of beauty..

No matter what any single one of us says.. we all are insecure about at the least one thing about ourselves. For most of us, its probably eveything.


    When I was in 4th grade i rembeber liking this boy, and i relized that he didnt like me. He liked this other girl, that he would always talk to. And instead of giving up and just letting him like that girl I promised myself that I would make him like me by the end of the year. And guess what, he told me the last day of school he liked me. Now if you asked me two years ago, or even last month I would have totally given up. I had met this friend the following year, who became my "bestfriend" . And wheather we all agree on this or not theres always that one person who makes us feel insecure .. like before you do something, you think if they'll like that shirt? Or if theyll make a comment on your shoes? Well my "bestfriend" was that person. And for a while i didnt realize it.. maybe thinking it was just jealousy but in the end it wasnt. She made me insecure. She made me scared to hangout with a friend.. because i thought she would get mad . It came to the point were a few months ago at lunch one of my friends asked her if she would get mad if me and her just hungout. That was breaking point for me. And once i was done with her, so were all my other friends who were also her "friends" . And i got alot of other news too.. of her calling me "fat" and "ugly" behind my back . whatta friend . So , now that she is out of my life.. i feel 100 percent better about myself. I actully dont feel ugly talking to boys, or intimidated . Im back to my normal bubbly, happy self . And i would never ever ever want anyone else to experience those feeling i felt when i was friends with her. But then i relized.. most girls do feel like that anyway. So it was not easy , but i ended up regaining my self confidence.. which i feel like every girl should do . One song that pumps me up is "Fireworks" by Katy Perry . I listen to that getting ready to go out, to make myself feel like it doesnt matter what other people think . And honestly it really doesnt . This quote from Dr. Suess .. i dont know it word for word but it basically means that : the people who care what you do , arent your friends . but the people who dont care, are meant to be your friends . Self confidence is a big thing, just eliminate the people who dont matter. And i know that doesnt sound easy.. but trust me it is.


"Baby your a firework , come on show em what your worth" - Firework Katy Perry





mdiax says:

Posted on 27 Nov 2010

I had a friend like yours, and I realized at the end of the friendship when my "friend" tried to push me and others away to make newer and "better friends" (which she hasnt to much of my guilty pleaser), I had been very soft-spoken, and submissive too others. Now I feel like I have more of a voice and that I can stand up for myself and others with out caring what others think. I feel better about my apperance and actually like some of my features (features she told me look unatractive and too 'different' and un-American'). I really hope others listen to this blog because it is true, and your right, so many others go through these type of friendships at least once in their lives.


shacka says:

Posted on 13 Dec 2010

Be yourself. "those that mind, don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." That?


alannax02 says:

Posted on 28 Nov 2010

It feels so good to know someone else felt this way.. this shows how no one is alone when it comes to things like this. Thanks so much


alannax02 says:

Posted on 16 Dec 2010

Yes ! haha

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