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Published on: 29 Oct 2012 by renderella
I'm sorry guys I really do feel like a jerk and I almost feel like this post should go in my other folder, but this is mostly about my weight loss journey. I have been having some major issues. Not with the program, but with my body itself. I can hardly function so I finally went and saw a chiropractor. Well you know how your neck has a natural C like curve to it. Seriously if you don't know look it up right now on google "neck curve" and see the images. Well my neck has started to curve the opposite direction and it has caused some major issues. I can barely get a goods nights rest. I just get in bed and feel like I get out. Half the time I can't get to sleep because lying down really hurts. So of course I am not working out. Well I am not doing Insanity right now. I was two days away from going to Month 2. I contracted a stomach virus and couldn't work out for 2 weeks did one workout then got all this sharp pain. I have to now go see a specialist, but I don't have the funds for that so I have to wait until probably the beginning of next year. I have cried so much over this, but I can still do some light jogging so I will be alright. This week I will see if I can do Zumba without dying since it isn't as harsh as Insanity.
Oh and if you're wondering about my progress...I did lose inches and lbs, but mostly do to the stomach virus. I had lost about 13 lbs total, but I gained it all back. Well not really, my weight fluctuates so much it's driving me insane. I am about to go to some drastic measures to meet my goal. I can't keep living like this and I want my body back so badly. I still have size 9 and 7 pants in my closet that I would like to get in and pass. My ideal size is back at a 5 and I know I can do it! I got this body analysis done and if I got rid of all my body fat I would weigh 114 now I think that it's too low for me, but I used to sit between 120-125 so even if I got to 130 I would be happy. I have 57 lbs to go for that! I don't know why I can't lose the weight as easily as I did last year! I don't know what it is! Maybe I just need to get angry about it again like before and right now I'm furious. I am starting back at my school gym this week and I will do weights and cardio! I need to do something before I lose my mind.
I love you guys and if you have any suggestions let me know.
PS Sorry I keep disappearing, college life is kind of making me forget things.